Sunday, December 14, 2008
Cute or Crazy?
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
SWEET 16
Friday, October 24, 2008
Mommy's Little Princess
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Another BAD Hair Day!
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Snow?
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Alaya's 2nd Birthday!
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Little Miss Aymara
I know, I know, I am kind of slacking these days. I have had a lot going on in my life and have been seriously stressed out. So, needless to say, it isn't just my family that is suffering, but my blog as well because of my lack of interest in waking up each morning to face a new day full of stress and depression. My poor house is also crying for my attention and I keep saying, "Tomorrow I will clean and get things done.", but then tomorrow always comes and goes and I still don't get the things done that I need to. Just ask Jill! She has been over to my house a few times in the last couple of weeks. She can vouch on behalf of my house!
Anyway, life must go on! Each day I am feeling a little better than the day before, so at least my laundry is slowly getting done and I am trying to get to other parts of my house as well. I think the girls are just glad to have some clothes to pick from now. Sorry this isn't a very upbeat or cheery post, but this time of year is just kind of depressing for me, and when I am doing even better and can manage it I will explain myself in a later post.
Friday, September 19, 2008
Holy Huge Marshmallows!!
Thursday, September 18, 2008
"Our Love Story"
In my life, at the time, I was living in Pocatello and I had my three beautiful little girls. Katelyn-7, Ashley-4, and Lacey-18 months. In August of 2002 my husband at the time informed me that he wanted a divorce! In a way I was so hurt, but I also knew it was coming eventually. Anyway, I am not getting into that part of my life because it is in the past. Right now I am focusing on my life now and how grateful I am to have what I have at this moment.Before I moved to Idaho Falls, I had just got a new job in the shoe department at Kmart. I didn't know where my life was going and what was going to happen to me and my girls, but I knew somehow we would be okay. I had to work and didn't have a choice under the circumstances and it actually ended up being a blessing. My District Manager came to work with me and train me. I asked him if there was any way that I could be transferred. He then asked me what city I was considering and I told him that the Idaho Falls area was where I wanted to be. It didn't look promising and I thought I was going to have to be stuck in Pocatello and have to stay there and deal with all of my drama there. My luck would soon change!
A few days after I mentioned a possibility of being transferred my boss asked me to take a break with him and that there was something he would like to talk with me about. We went on break and he then told me that the Department Manager in the Ammon store had fallen and broke her foot, and therefore couldn't work. He said that after working with me for the few days that he had, he was very impressed with my work and that he felt I could go to Ammon and be the temporary Dept. Manager until the previous one was completely healed and had a physicians okay to come back. I was ecstatic! As you can imagine. I almost couldn't believe my luck and thought it was too good to be true. He said he was serious about this and that he had all the faith in the world that this is something I could do, and do well. I accepted his offer immediately and was so grateful to him.
I ended up having to stay in Pocatello for a about two more weeks to finish my training there. I had to send my three daughters to Idaho Falls to live with my brother and his family because I was working full time and school was starting up there. Katie was in the 2nd grade and needed to start school. I new I would be moving to IF soon but at the moment was unable to do so. My sister-in-law, Camille was awesome. She took in my girls and was so willing to help me out and to get Katie registered for school. I will never be able to thank her enough for all of the love and support she gave me at a time in my life when I needed it. Her and my brother were the best!
On September 8, I finally got to come up to IF and start my new job and be with my girls again. I too moved in with Clint and Camille until my parents moved up here and got settled. I went into work that day and there was a manager from Logan that was there covering until I came up to take over. She was showing me around and started training me on how to be a Dept. Manager. She asked if I would like to go to the office so she could introduce me to the Store Manager, I said "Of course", and we were on our way. We got to the office and that is where I first met Fred. We were introduced and we shook hands. At that very moment I knew that there was something special about this man I had just met and that I had to find out what it was.
I started asking questions about him and found out that he was divorced. A found out that he was also asking questions about me and wanted to know what my situation was. The woman he talked to just told him that all she knew was that I was going through a divorce and I had 3 little girls. I couldn't shake the feeling that I had met him for a reason and that there had to be something to all of this.
I started finding reasons to go to the office just so I could see him and maybe even talk to him while I was in there. On my days off I would make up excuses that I had to go into the store for something, and would hope that I would run into Fred while I was there. We started talking more and more and every time I would here his voice over the PA system I would get that tingly feeling inside of me. I'm sure you all know what I am talking about. It was crazy! After a few weeks I noticed that when he would get to work or before he would leave he would either walk passed the shoe department or through my stock room where I would be working on freight. He would stop and talk to me for a minute and tell me to have a nice day. It started getting to the point that I wanted to see him all the time, even though there was really nothing between us yet, that he knew of anyway.
I was still dealing with my divorce and wasn't sure I wanted to start a relationship that soon, but I was so drawn to him and even though we should only be friends I knew there were feelings beyond that, that were starting to surface. We started talking more and more, but it was hard because we were both at work and didn't really get to have any major conversations. I did find out that he too was a Mormon (which I was thrilled about), and that he had 4 daughters from a previous marriage. After talking we learned that we had both been through very similar situations with our first marriages and the heartache we had both been through. The more I got to know him, the more my feelings grew, and I didn't know what to do because I didn't know how he was feeling about all of this. Or his feelings towards me.
It seemed we were getting pretty close and I wasn't about to give up on what I felt was happening. In November, on Thanksgiving Day, we both had to work in the morning and while at work I asked him what he was doing the rest of the day. He told me that he didn't have his girls with him and that he would probably just come back in to work to keep himself busy. I then told him that he better not. It was a holiday and he should just go home and relax.
When I got home I couldn't quite thinking about him and wondered what he was doing. I decided to call him! I didn't know his number so I called information and got it. I then dialed his number at least a dozen times and would chicken out. I finally got up the guts to let it ring and when he answered it my heart nearly jumped out of my chest. He was surprised to hear from me, but once we started talking we didn't really stop. We were on the phone for THREE hours! I guess you could say that was officially the beginning of our relationship.
We didn't start dating until my divorce was final on December 17. But we talked on the phone all the time and at work we agreed to stay away from each other so other employees wouldn't have any idea we had anything going on. That was fun! It was kind of like we were being naughty and trying to get away with something! After my divorce was final we started dating and our relationship escalated pretty quickly after that.
Around Christmastime all of our girls met and got along famously. I felt like I had known Fred forever even though it really had been such a short time. I fell in love with him before I even met him (which is strange, I know, but that's how I feel) and I am so incredibly grateful to have him in my life. He has made me a better person just by knowing him. In January he proposed and on January 29 (my birthday), he made it official and gave me my engagement ring, which was absolutely beautiful. There's not much more to tell at this point. Our engagement didn't last long either. We were married on March 4, 2003 and now 5 1/2 years later we are still happily married with two more children that we share together. Nine beautiful daughters in all!
I truly believe that God had a plan for us and that everything happened the ways it was supposed to happen for Fred and I to be together. He is the love of my life and I know that we both went through what we did in our lives to finally find each other and to bring our two families together. I believe I have become a better person just by knowing him and I feel like my life is now full and complete. I love him with my whole heart and soul, and I am so proud of who he is, and I am grateful for all of the love and understanding that he gives me. Sometimes I don't feel like I really deserve Fred all that the Lord has given me, but I do know that I am truly blessed every day. I love my Heavenly Father so much and I know that I wouldn't be where I am today and have the beautiful family that I do if it weren't for Him.
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
Happy Birthday Kelsie!
Crazy Color Day!
Last week at the high school they had "Spirit Week", where each day they have a theme that they get to dress up to. They have a few of these weeks during the year and Nichole and Renae seem to get a kick out of dressing up. These pictures are from "Crazy Color Day", which is obvious from what they are wearing! Nichole is so funny on these days because she goes all out and is always so excited about dressing up to most of the themes that are chosen. On Thursday it was beach day and Nichole dressed up for that day too, and I forgot to get pictures of her that day and I am so mad because she was so adorable. I love the girls in these pictures! Nichole is little miss model and Renae is like a colorful little gangster! I love the outfits they picked as well. Especially the little touches that I added!
Monday, September 15, 2008
Ouchie!
We got there and she got right in and got X-rays before they decided to do anything else. No, her finger wasn't broken, but the bone was cracked. After the X-rays I took her into see the doctor. This part was not fun at all, and it didn't help that the doctor chose not to numb her finger before he tortured her first. He had her arm pinned down so she couldn't move and and then proceeded to shove her fingernail back into the nail bed. It was so sad, and Alaya kept sceraming at the doctor to "let go", and as soon as he would let go for a second she would say, "get down, a go bye-bye". I was so mad! Alaya was screaming and I was crying and then I finally told him to stop and numb her finger before he did anymore. He stopped, per my request and gave her some shots to numb her finger. He then worked on getting her nail back in the nail bed after he numbed it, it only took a few seconds to get it back in. So, you ask why they put her through that instead of just taking her fingernail off? Well, If they would have removed her fingernail they would have had to stitch the end of her finger back on, and because the nail was ripped from the nail bed there would have been a chance that it never would have grown back, and if it did, it would probably be deformed. That being said. I told them to go ahead and try to get the nail back in and pull it off as a last resort. When they were finished they wrapped her hand in what they call a soft cast. They didn't want there to be a chance of her nail coming back out or her hitting her finger on something and having it hurt because of the cracked bone. Alaya was such a trooper through everything and she was so good about not trying to pull the cast off.
After a few days we had to take her back in for a recheck. They took the little cast off and said it was looking great. They decided to put a splint on her finger and wrap it a little just to protect the finger (because of the cracked bone) for just a couple more days from being hit or bumped. She now has that off as well, but she still babies her finger somewhat and when I change the bandaid on it and she looks at it she says, "Ugly, Mama". It's not really ugly but it is still healing.
Friday, September 12, 2008
A Pigeon for A Pet?
Sunday, September 7, 2008
TAG....You're It!
3 FEARS:
Thursday, September 4, 2008
She's A Big Girl Now!!
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Aymara's 1st Day of Pre-School
She was so excited to come home and show me what she worked on. It was the letter "A" and she was pretty proud of herself because that is a letter she already knows! Hence the name "Aymara" and all the "A's" that are in her name. She already knows how to write her name so this was a letter that she obviously knew how to do all by herself and was easy for her.These books ROCK!
OMG! I totally love these books! This is the best series I have read since Harry Potter. I loved them all, from the first page of Twilight to the last page of Breaking Dawn. From the minute I started reading I was totally addicted and just couldn't put them down. This is crazy, but when I did have to take a break and stop reading, I thought about them constantly and wondered what was going to happen next in the story. This probably isn't the best way to describe these books, but I am going to use the analogy anyway. Once you start reading them they are like a drug and you just want more. I am so sad the series is done because I would have loved there to have been more to it. Like something about Renesmee and when she gets older and her story with Jacob! I do have to admit I was a little dissapointed in the grammar of the books. I think Stephenie Meyer could have picked a better editor, because obviously the one she has doesn't know how to edit very well! She missed a ton of grammar mistakes in all 4 of the books and that kind of stuff just really bothers me. Grammar aside, the books were awesome and I highly recommend them to everyone! I could go on and on about these books, but it's better if you just read them yourself and then decide if you agree with me or not.
Saturday, August 30, 2008
The "Kokie Mobile"!!
Friday, August 22, 2008
My Daughters
First Day Of School!
Katie is also in the eighth grade at Sandcreek. So her and Kelsie should have fun seeing each other around school. She was also extremely excited to start school again, but she somewhat enjoys the educational part of going.
Ashley is starting the fifth grade and she is also more like me when it comes to going to school. She wasn't that excited to go back and only does it because she has to. She likes to see her friends but that is pretty much the most of it!
My little Lacey May is starting the second grade and she is one that just loves everything! She was also excited to go back and couldn't wait to see her new teacher and all of her friends. Isn't she just soooo stinking cute?


